Am I an extrovert? No. Am I an introvert then? Honestly, I would not call myself that either. I am somewhere between those two definitions. So if I were to define myself I would say I am an ambivert. No! I did not make that up. It is a real word. And it means …. Well it means whatever I have been trying to define so long. Me! It also defines a personality which has got traits of introversion and extroversion. Who am i? I AM ………SPIDERMAN!
I wish!
But going by my character trait I COULD be him given that Peter Parker is an introverted nerd (which I am at times) and his alter ego spider-man is a total extrovert making cheesy one liners on everything no matter what sort of situation he is in! The oneliners are funny actually! So I could be Spider-man but unfortunately I am not!
But if people who know me are asked to say what sort of person I am they would probably go for nerdy Peter or funny Spider-man! Why? Well, it could be my coping mechanism which I developed my lonesome life without a proper caring family environment but I am really not the sentimental type unless it’s a Korean romance movie like My Sassy Gal! Come on! That movie is a classic light hearted sentimental fun movie which makes me cry! You WILL too if only u watch it!
So when am I the nerdy introvert and when am I the superhero who rescues people with humor? You are smart! That’s a good question! Let me think!
Hmmmm….Hmmmm… It’s like this. I am an introvert around people I don’t meet frequently and an extrovert around people who I know are not going to judge me no matter what! So hi there, stranger or infrequent friend? Are u gonna hear some really good oneliners from me today when we are passing each other and exchange pleasantries for around five minutes? Most probably not! You want to know why? Well, I believe that five minutes is not enough time to get my ideas across whatever they are. So if in those five minutes I cant get across anything important ,then I would rather not talk! And my joke glands need familiarity! Five minutes is not enough warm up for them to start working and not enough time for me to feel in the ‘comfort zone’.
So now you want to know whether I am a mentally sick person like the guy from Fight club who dreamed up personalities for different situations? Well yes!
Hey! That was not me! Don’t listen to that voice! The answer is no and I am not mentally sick!
Yes I am!
No I am not!
He He! Just kidding! And you know something psychiatrists dont use the term ‘split personality’ anymore. The new scientific term is Dissociative Identity Disorder. DID.
So have I got DID? No! My name is Krawida and I do not have DID!
P.S. Notice the anagram in the name!
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